If you could access any timeline

[Glow]

I'd go to the version where everyone loved one another, cared for one another, enjoyed learning about the beautiful pieces of the mosaic that each self held as theirs. I find this one kind of difficult. To many masks, to much distance between each other selves. I crave intimacy with all, at the soul level.

I likely am just pining for a social memory complex I once new that had merged as souls.

I'd love a time line here where we could be as close to that as possible.
Sharing each other's joys instead of only getting to experience our own. All one big soulmate earth.

In fact I've been meditating to tune into the vibrations of my native social memory complex. Just felt pressure in my solar plexus.
I've lived 39 years, which is enough time to be separated from them consciously. I'm tired of just focusing on "this" life.

I'm sure they are with you. I have some around me but I only can feel them during meditation, especially when I ask then wait in silence.
I guess that's why we are to meditate more so we live in a state that (quiet minded)is receptive to them and can keep bringing in their higher vibration instead of having ours lowered by the earth consiousness.

It's been 39 years for me too, and ever since I was 2 I've been aware of wanting to go home, and feeling uncomfortably separate. Unlike others who say to focus on the life at hand I am not sure that is the plan. The veil is thinning for a reason, if its not so we can break free from the illusion than I see no point.

Be well indigo.