If you could access any timeline

[Billy]

I'd go to the version where everyone loved one another, cared for one another, enjoyed learning about the beautiful pieces of the mosaic that each self held as theirs. I find this one kind of difficult. To many masks, to much distance between each other selves. I crave intimacy with all, at the soul level.

I likely am just pining for a social memory complex I once new that had merged as souls.

I'd love a time line here where we could be as close to that as possible.
Sharing each other's joys instead of only getting to experience our own. All one big soulmate earth.

That is beautiful.  I hope you find the intimacy you are craving.