Uncomfortable Just Existing

[AnthroHeart]

So many responsibilities and everything seems wrong.
The AC people haven't shown up.
I have two doors that won't shut, front and back.
Holes in the floors.
And I paid to have trees cut that my mom said she would do.

I feel so jittery in my own skin.
Uncomfortable for being here.
I am not even working, I'm out on disability.
But I get enough sleep. In fact too much.

Is it normal to feel uncomfortable with yourself?

3D is no fun for me.

The energy around me feels electrical and zappy.
I'm flat out afraid.

I just took a nap and woke up feeling very nervous.