Contact with Intelligent Infinity

[Shadows n Games]

A couple weeks back, I had a very spiritual experience. I was at a very high rate of energetic vibration. I was pulsing at high green ray level activation. When all the sudden my energy in my heart burst, the energy field had collapsed. Instantly I had images of the creator alone, and searching for another. The creator searched and searched. I felt as if the creator, in a way for more then I can understand, had moved through the stages of being exhibited in the rays. Immediately following this, I went into a kind of like spiritual shock. I kept seeing things and having deep realizations upon which destroyed my ego. I came upon the realization that we are the reflection, and God does all the reflecting and communicating. I realised this on a fundamental level. Well soon after my heart energy had been collapsed, we left the house, my family and I had plans to go see my mother. Well on the way, I was basically going into shock. My vibration was very very high. Almost like a child just bursting energy out to stay awake. By this time my heart energy had come back some. I could feel between my yellow and green ray an unusual stinging like a cut. My vibration at this point was pulsing I could feel it coming down from my head, all the way to my hands. The energy coming down was interfering with my ability to control my hands, and this the car. I felt the door open, it felt like an opening in my skull, with enormous amounts of energy pouring forth.I felt almost like a hand reach half way in, as if to grab my shard. I pulled back, I wasn't ready to go. I believe to this day I had been attacked by a high level magical attack. I also believe I was offered contact with intelligent infinity in return. As it was a highly "illegal" attack.