05-28-2016, 06:56 AM
(This post was last modified: 05-28-2016, 07:14 AM by Shadows n Games.)
I believe you are having alot of blockage in your heart chakra. If you sit within the heart chakra mainly you must stay focused on pumping the energy or light out. See the heart chakra is were the light flows from. If you are in the middle of the light. You are in complete darkness. There is an intense initiation were your cut off from all other chakras, and you are lost in the darkness of the heart. I am an sts convert and went through this imitation. When you reach green ray vibrational awakening or activation. Stos see the sacredness of the creator, and kill there own personality. Sts see the creator as a fool, kill him. And usurp the throne of the magnifcent one. The truth my frienda is that you are the reflection. Grasp the true meaning of this, and you see that the creator is in a state of sacrifice for you to exist. How dare you destroy him, as he gives everything to you. To me my testimonial is the creator played in eternity for who knows...eternity? Then he became lonely and set out in search of others. As he did This he got lost in his own desire, and emotions searching. And went through all the stages of being, now laid out and developed by the rays. He was alone, and gave his self for love, and so that you would not be. Of course this is my internal concept. I love the creator and bow to him. The lovers are us and the creator.