Suicide

[unir 1]

What about this guy who committed suicide?

https://www.youtube.com/user/drmedhus

His channelings are all flowery.

Isn't suicide supposed to be a bad end to life?

I'm confused after speaking to a wise man.

He says their channelings are all about money.

Is there nothing good to come from suicide?

I don't have an eagerness to do that. But I do have a fondness for death.
As long as it's not painful.

In my understanding, suicide is a bad end to life. My reasoning for this comes from three points: (1) due to my belief that there will always be more work done in life, so ending the body's life will only delay that work; (2) due to my interpretation of the Ra Material, as it relates to the topic of leaving this world, that a person who has successfully finished their time/lessons on Earth will have the new option to choose when they will leave (happens after intelligent infinity, from the indigo-ray energy center, is able to offer the exit); (3) the person who commits *true suicide does so out of experiencing intense desperation, and sees no other choice to end the desperation than to end the life of the human body.

*True suicide as opposed to a perceived or accidental suicide, in the case that a dangerously foolish and curious person has the tools in reach to end their own life, and in fact ends their own life, without truly wanting to do so.
--

As I've come to believe, there is only one good thing to come from a suicide and that would, unfortunately, be an urgent but always self-perceived "service to others".
I'm referring to a particular scenario, where I believe it would seem a "good thing" to commit suicide:
In the highly unlikely scenario where a person must end their own life to spare another person's life, or aid the other person who will remain alive through one's act of suicide, and where there is truly no other option but to do such a thing.

Since it may be perceived as a service-to-others act, it would be a "good thing" by one's discernment, and by the discernment of others who would agree that the act was a service to others.
But people can and will always question the value of the lives of the involved parties, and there will always be a regretful loss of a life in that case. I'm guessing those are some parts of the aftermath, not to neglect the mourning which would be emotionally painful to experience.

--

And about the channeling. I would chalk it down to the channeler taking in a bit of required information of the deceased (Erik), using a broad understanding of how certain personalities would operate in certain circumstances (e.g., the personality of Erik while in the afterlife), using her own knowledge of what she has learned about the afterlife, and exercising her knowledge on how to tell people what they want to hear, in order to recreate an atmosphere of conversing with a deceased person - all in her possible effort to be a service-to-others.
In my understanding, channeling may not have to do with the things mentioned above; but, through the effort of getting into an unconscious or deep meditative state, the information given/channeled might be originating from a more accurate source.
So, imagine the woman who is channeling Erik were to get into a deep meditative state to prepare for her channeling. It might be possible or true, that she would now be acting as a more accurate channel by placing her conscious mind elsewhere, summoning the young man (who may be living in a non-human,  non-yellow-ray, body) to speak through her. It would seem that, in such a condition, the conscious mind would be less of an obstacle for the information streamed in by the young man.
But I don't know very much about this. It's my guess.
--
I would enjoy ending all the spiritual or inner work I have ahead of me. I do not want death for that reason (as well as the reasons I stated in the top of this post), unless it's the "death and rebirth" of my personality which delays my spiritual work.

I don't have a fondness for death, but I see in myself a tendency to desire to have a dominant position over objects, ideas, creatures, and people that make me feel powerless...