Betrayal Catalyst

[Lovelyfaith]

Thank you.  That was what my impression was, it's a tool to work on yourself.  I know this is a personal question so please don't feel compelled to answer, but can you tell me what it's like for you to experience that, knowing what you know about the spiritual world?  I hear about experiences of people that don't understand what they are seeing, so just like a near death experience of a religious person, they would see what they expect or want to see, but what about someone who knows what's actually behind the veil (assuming you have studied as I have), what is it like?  Do you see your guides or higher self?  Can you ask them to heal you, or can you even talk? Again, if this is too personal please don't feel pressured.  I'm just curious if this experience would be different for a wanderer vs someone else.  Obviously this study was done on random people, so it looks like it helps regardless..

I think you can talk to guides and your higher self even when sober, but the drug would definitely help. I am not one to seek these things other than having validated them.

As for general effects, it raises your vibration, expands your mind and increases your awareness in many ways.

At first to me the trips were like buddles (time/space facets of myself within the spiral) I'd move through to discover more and more of myself. A bit like parralel explorations that adds to one and then to another. Through many trips with increasing doses I got much more stable trips, now what I experience is more akin to my magical personality being more and more fully integrated within myself.

I came to see more and more of my true self, my essence, through some kind of initiation that would remove layers of my veil when I'd pass them.

I think the experience can be very personal depending on the individual, a focus on spiritualiy and the LOO would certainly make the use of them more veil breaking and accelerate the awakening process. They gave me a feeling of lessons lost, or rather bypassed also.

If you want to try them, I can only recommend to start with small dosages. I saw some dislike what it opens in them over many trips just as I saw others never truly feel anything they've disliked. If things go well you can increase, if not you can work more with small dosages.

Thank you, that's amazing And when you say 'some kind of initiation that would remove layers of my veil when I'd pass them' Do you mean pass them as in movement or like a realization? I hope that's not a stupid question, i'm just curious. Also, your friends that disliked what was opened in them, what does that mean? Are these friends spiritual? I've heard of lots of people having bad trips, I know that setting and atmosphere are important when having an experience like that, I've noticed a lot of people having a bad trip are doing it on a day when they weren't mentally prepared or they did it in a place that didn't make them entirely comfortable. Sorry for all of the questions, I'm intrigued and just trying to see if this would help me.