Betrayal Catalyst

[Lovelyfaith]

There are many articles about treating depression with magic mushrooms, I think it allows you to overwrite your thought patterns.

Definitely love the drug, to me it does a lot of harmonizing my human self with my true essence. On them I mainly see everything as Light and Love and the Creator.

I'd start with small dosages and not expect every trip to be pleasant. It makes you face yourself and should be seen as a tool to work on yourself.

Thank you.  That was what my impression was, it's a tool to work on yourself.  I know this is a personal question so please don't feel compelled to answer, but can you tell me what it's like for you to experience that, knowing what you know about the spiritual world?  I hear about experiences of people that don't understand what they are seeing, so just like a near death experience of a religious person, they would see what they expect or want to see, but what about someone who knows what's actually behind the veil (assuming you have studied as I have), what is it like?  Do you see your guides or higher self?  Can you ask them to heal you, or can you even talk? Again, if this is too personal please don't feel pressured.  I'm just curious if this experience would be different for a wanderer vs someone else.  Obviously this study was done on random people, so it looks like it helps regardless..

Have you tried meditation? Even meditated with a skilled meditator to guide you and influence your energy?

I only point this out as Ra strongly advised meditation.
I know it really helped me when I went through a dark night of the soul.

Yes, meditation is key. On my worst days it's because I haven't been meditating and I'm not grounded, though normally it takes me several days of being miserable to remember it. It's the last thing I want to do when I'm sad, ironically. I've been doing better with this in the past few months, my kids and I have been switching off from meditation and yoga each night before bed and it's really been helpful. I do feel the urge to do this more, however. I have noticed that when I meditate with my kids I'm not 100% focused and can't go quite as deep, so it might be a good idea to do this after they go to bed as well. Thanks for bringing that up, it would probably help me to meditate more. <3