Betrayal Catalyst

[Nicholas]

Thank you, Nicholas!  I felt the love from your post, I felt like there was a lot of heart there, so thank you for your kindness and advice.  I actually have watched lots of Teal Swan but never on this subject, I will definitely check her out and see if anything will resonate.  Next time I wont hesitate to phone in  

I am not one of the wise ones among us, that's for sure! Betrayal to me is like somebody putting out a cigarette on our tender parts while mistaking us for an ashtray. In order to betray we must first learn how to do it. And that involves being betrayed as I understand it.

Of course, my heart is with you here. I do not mean to abstract the situation to the point of missing it's value, or negate it's effects. It hurts.

It isn't that Teal has spoken specifically about betrayal on her video casts. It's more that she has lived through this catalyst herself. She was betrayed as a child for many a year. Her book, 'Shadows Before Dawn' goes into a bit of detail on that. 

Why not send her an email on this topic?

I do have my own story to tell on betrayal, and I would not have turned to drugs (past tense) for comfort without it. Conversely, I don't regret any of that part of my life because it helped to wake me up!

It sounds like your children are the ones closest to you at the moment. Could they be old enough to act as your friends, too? I suggest that with great care btw