Betrayal Catalyst

[Verum Occultum]

Write a note to him where you tell your true feelings. Sometimes it is easier to read in silence than to talk about arduous things. And if he reads that note, he will hear your voice in it. I believe that by giving, your heart grows bigger. So big that the whole world fits in it. The movements of another can not be controlled but one can always be grateful because this existence is the biggest party you can find.

In society there are many people, and many people in society can not find a straight path. That is why they can betray you. But behind betrayal there is often something deeper, and that deeper thing invites love in. Rarely is that deeper thing so tender that even love must tiptoe delicately in order to get closer. So I think that you must build the inner energy to remember that this is indeed a party which has been going on eternally, because when you have the energy, you have the power to forgive. Betrayal is intense catalyst, but it also proves that you are ready for it and mature enough to grow out of it. But you have also grown wiser, and that will remain in your soul eternally. You know what it's like to take the hit, so when someone comes to you in their own hardship, then you can help them by empathizing. This is giving.

I hope things will go well with you, Lovelyfaith. All is well.