10-05-2010, 12:36 AM
Hullo. I know what you mean about medicines not working. I try to avoid the pills as much as possible these days, even over the counter stuff like asprin.
For me, being awakened does not equal a constant happy euphoria. It is still a constant balancing process. Encountering anger or fear or sadness is no reason to panic...it's just catalyst helping you to fine tune these lessons. Today I encountered a sudden rage and it took me a good hour to work it out, but I felt better afterward, finally acknowledging the emotion. It sounds like you are on a good path. May blessings be upon you.
For me, being awakened does not equal a constant happy euphoria. It is still a constant balancing process. Encountering anger or fear or sadness is no reason to panic...it's just catalyst helping you to fine tune these lessons. Today I encountered a sudden rage and it took me a good hour to work it out, but I felt better afterward, finally acknowledging the emotion. It sounds like you are on a good path. May blessings be upon you.