I'm not me

[im_not_me]

Hi little update. I forgot to express my recent developments as well with my experimentation of staring into the sun and quieting my mind. First time I done such I had looked into the sun for 2 minutes and found my most active ray was blue, then green and as always red was visible in the corners. I practiced sessions of this for days. I saw teal the most, and then orange the second, and dots of indigo were always there. But more interestingly - It changed my mind so much in a way that made it easier to communicate with myself and others what was for the better, or what was something more illuminating about how the universe works in everyway to love us.
I found that I certainly was STO in past life however regardless I was a higher density STS two past lives ago. More into how this is an update I've moved into a new house with an STS friend with his girfriend thats polarity I can't identify. Alsobeen seeing the numer 4 more often. Randomly from day to day, it keeps reminding me 4 for some odd reason. I don't know if I can prove I'm a wanderer or not to you but through signs it's been proven to me. And I hope for what ever reason I'm here I'm doing it diligently and caringly.

A major correction I'd like to make and will edit is the third paragraph where I say I'm glad my "STO days" are over. I meant STS hope it didn't cause too much disruption.