10-02-2010, 02:52 PM
(10-02-2010, 06:58 AM)Gemini Wolf Wrote: @ndy, I wasn't sure, since I hadn't felt a yellow chakra like that, so it felt fairly weak. I hadn't had any serious traumas to compare it to, so I was just wondering. Did you feel a bit more centered or relaxed yesterday afternoon?
Yesterday I felt more confident, and my tummy felt 'fizzy' for want of a better word.
Today has been wired, all day I've been feeling emotions that I'm not sure are mine.
When I'm on my own or outside with the trees I feel fine, happy and like me.
This morning going to get milk I walked past the healers for the local church - I said hello to them on the way there. On the way back they were gathered round a lady with a little boy on her lap.... and I felt like I was going to cry. Even typing now I have tears in my eyes.
Suddenly my partner is making me feel sick
- He has really bad health anxiety issues, and it's like I'm feeling his fear. When I'm near him, I feel sick in my stomach nervous and like I want to cry. When I get away from him I calm down. (He's currently having a bad bad patch)
I'm not sure what this all means yet - it seems to be part of my journey at the moment though so I'm sure I'll sort it all out soon
I also had a meeting that I feel was ment to be too, so there’s many things coming together. x