Are there really other selves at all

[Glow]

Glow, why don't you meditate and seek the answers within? All will be revealed to the committed seeker after Truth.

I wish it were that easy. I've had visions I've had things occur through meditation that statistically are in the billions against it happening, I've had messages be Google verifiable but it could all just be further veiling.

I'm in an incredibly uncomfortable place where I understand but cannot trust. I can feel discernment deeply but discard it. I've even repeatedly had visions of the word trust on my arm. That could be an act to veil too though.

Most recently I saw my energy and a "soulgroup" members energy merge into a ball. Then I saw my form and his form come partially out to interact then go back into the ball of energy. At first that made me feel unity and that what ever didn't get done this life we could comeback to do, but on further thought I realize it could equally mean we existed for a time then we will cease to be anything but shared energy. If guides are real they must want to smack me.

Every message and vision I can see the beauty and truth but cannot seem to sustain trust that it too isn't further illusion. I've even felt source with this soulgroup member in a goodbye hug. The most incredible whirling bliss and giddiness like a vortex with its own gravitational force. I've felt that highest high but again to me that proves nothing but that source is incredible once we are returned to it.

Since so many here are further along in their seeking I though a few could share where their questioning led them. Some here seem to have already gone where I am going so I'm just hopeful I can have their wisdom along the way so I don't fall to far.

I will increase meditation though, on that you are quite right.