03-20-2016, 05:44 AM
(03-19-2016, 08:57 AM)Nicholas Wrote: Anyway, it certainly deals with lower energy centre challenges in a practical way (like Ra) and her sheer openness has invited me to re-visit personal wounds that need my personal validation and acceptance.
well, good luck on that Nick

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in regards to the PTSD issue, my feeling is that these types of red-ray blockages are literally like shutting the door on certain type of experiences, because of the associations that have formed from having experienced them in the past.
So rather than experience the possibility of further 'pain', in the mind, the door closes ("precluding") on certain types of scenarios. Of course, life comes knocking, and the door is meant to be open, and so it takes a strong amount of energy to keep pushing the door closed, and holding it shut. So not only are the forces of life kept out, but there's a constant exertion to keep pushing it out. It causes a lot of strain, and as the Ra quote you mentioned, one is constantly reminded of what is being shut out, because the mind is focussed on shutting it out. So the trauma always lingers ... without ever being exposed to integration and true re-experiencing. Quite often, when the door is opened again, the door way is found to be empty, and no big bad boogeyman is waiting to get ya. The fear was entirely self generated and self perpetuated for months, years, or even decades. It's a shocking realization to come to
