Red ray blockage?

[Peregrinus]

Thanks for all your suggestions and to anyone that replied. I've tried to respond to many, but the feature to add all the conversations I wanted didn't work twice, so to the ones that asked about anger, I am not in an angry state, at all. I am more at peace in my life than I ever have been.

I've found it very helpful to follow the procedure suggested by my guides - to "feel around" for red energy inside myself, then "grab" it all mentally, and, holding on to it, spiral it out counterclockwise upwards and upwards until it leaves my energy system.

Visualization techniques have not changed anything, thanks for the recommendation.

The red ray is the input of energy from the earth. What is your relationship like with Gaia? Do you love her or hate her? Do you go out in nature? Are you conscious of resource use?

I think spending time out in nature is a big one. If you have a friend to take with you, even better. (could be a dog!)

I just bought a new high end camera, I'm hoping it will help me to seek the outdoors now that spring is more on the way up here in Canada.

Last night before bed I read this in a session, I think it's appicable:

"The faculty of will can, to a variable extent, replace missing vital energy and this has occurred in past workings, as you measure time, in this instrument. This is not recommended. "

It would appear I have revived the red ray somewhat through faculty of the will, but as Ra said, "this is not recommended"... and I understand why. The energy is temporary and limited, more just a facade.

Totally vibe with Jade here. It's a simple lack of oxygen and nitrogen. (have no idea why I thought of nitrogen!?)

Whatever your world involves, I would encourage you to F**k it off for a while and get back to basics. We are earthlings in the red ray context, not complex wanderers, or light workers , or whatever. Go dig a hole in the sand and eat a lug worm! Revive your connection to reality and drink some sea water. Choke on it if you have to (not literally!)...

Whatever you do, DO something active!

The problem with depression is the overwhelming lack of desire to do anything. I didn't awaken until 11:15 am, even though my alarm was set for 08:00 am. It's now 3:17 pm and I'm still in my housecoat, the biggest tasks of my day were making a smoothie and then a Greek salad. Getting out once a day is not only daunting, but overwhelming. I'd just stay in my bedroom 24/7 if I didn't HAVE TO go out in the world...

My first intuitive reply to you is to focus on understanding your desire.  I would ask this of your (higher) self in meditation and to cultivate the authenticity and emotional intensity of the request.  This is not offered because I know it "works", but it's the approach I'm taking and I believe it makes sense.  In essence you are desiring to know and meet that which will pull you towards the Creator, that which is worth unblocking centers to achieve. I wish you a great deal of luck and love, hoping you'll share with us what you find.

One cannot grow high into the light unless they have roots deep in the darkness. So although I am seeking to revive my red ray, I also understand it serves a purpose, understanding my darkness. Perhaps this is an opportunity to learn to love myself at my lowest? i don't know, I will let you all know when I've learned anything or anything has changed.

Again, thanks to all for participating