Booking my first ayahuasca trip

[Sabou]

I've been in a decent amount of Emotional pain recently as things are starting to be shown to me that I need to face. The list seems insurmountable at a time where I seem to have the least strength to deal with it. But they don't just seem like a "list of things". It feels more like my entire being is aching, that every aspect of myself that I analyze I am shown a shadow that envelopes every other portion.