(02-28-2016, 09:08 PM)Papercut Wrote: I'm positively sure that I am STS.
Reason being is because I've realized that it will be easier for me to move forward spiritually if I separate my self from the other selves them being too much into this material word. Although I do not deny that they are the same as me.
Each has his own path and that is okay, I just do not want yet to cross paths with other selves which aren't yet aware of the one.
I do not wish to use/manipulate/destroy, or become powerful/rich. I just want to love my self for this moment being.
Question to the posters above.
Just because I'm not willing to be in service to other selves means I am evil? Why is that :s
The Law of One is available to all seekers...I see this as the individual soul's goal to balance self empowerment (STS) and cooperation (STO). If the soul has no distortion toward manipulation and exploitation then perhaps it is not STS after all? One needs only to be 51% STO/cooperative in order to "graduate," with this "class," not 100%. Even 5th and 6th density have some polarity. Yet, as they point out, it is hard to move a big boulder up a steep hill working alone but in a group it is easy. The following quote might be helpful:
p. 174/233, book I, "The best way of service to others is the constant attempt to seek to share the love of the Creator as it is known to the inner self. This involves self knowledge and the ability to open the self to the other-self without hesitation. This involves, shall we say, radiating that which is the essence or the heart of the mind/body/spirit complex."
They do not suggest we stop locking doors, or that we stop using money immediately. They do not comment on use of weapons for self-defense. Certainly they do not expect all loss of ego in order to be STO or more STO than STS. As Buddha suggests, I try to walk a middle path. Door locks no guns. In my daily meditation/prayers I ask Adonai's, angels, ascended beings of love/light to assist me in radiating my essence. This involves a parallel request to squeeze out as much ego as I can like one squeezes water from a newly laundered towel. This requires constant intention to minimize ego and maximize golden light, unity, Adonai's will be done, not my little ego's whiny whims. However, I also isolate myself and avoid physical contact with other-selves at the same time inviting all other selves to find me online and text with me. I am not flexible, I don't listen to anybody whine. I don't see anyone who demands it. I have boundaries. Some people find my boundaries overly eccentric because I avoid talk. I do not use telephones or services requiring voice/video. I am still a sincere loving presence constantly refocusing my attention on unity. Within these limitations, I ask Adonai now and now and now to use me completely, all my thoughts, words and deeds for His will. The same ways as suggested in the Ra transcripts: Lord's prayer, hymn singing such as amazing grace. I add sun-gazing, looking at photos of loved ones, taking joy in small pleasures and acknowledging to each of these: Thou Art God. I am grateful for this/you. This is not avoidance of other-self, it is focusing on other-self, it is tuning. I think of it as service to the divine other...hardly selfishness.