Unresolved Self

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Those specific dreams are long gone.
The only thing I experience when I meditate is this presence, all senses beside the smell are affected.
The few last days it kinda stopped but I also started experiencing something unlike me.The past 2 days I have a weird "urge" feeling in my chest. It's like I want something really, really bad. But I've no idea what it is, and it's depressing me without me realizing.
I was just meditating yesterday filling myself with love and my eye teared for no reason. I don't know what's happening to me anymore.

It sounds to me like your heart is opening and has been releasing the sorrow that has been held there. How does this presence usually appear?

Well, it feels like a person.
Walking the room, I can hear the foot steps, slow and random. I can feel it looking at me. I can feel energy moving along with it.
When I start giving it more attention everything amplifies. The foot steps, the energy sensation, the staring.
Not always but sometimes when I open my eyes the first object I pay attention to starts moving/floating. Not too far though.
That's all I have.

Hmm, does it seems masculine or feminine? Could you give it a 'size', or perhaps colour?

Unfortunately not. Since I sit on the couch meditating I can tell that it's taller then that, at least 1.8m

Does it come from somewhere or just appear at a certain point in your meditation?