Unresolved Self

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My suggestion would be similar to Parsons, to attempt a banishing ritual of some sort. This seems like the most sensible route to take, however, it's possible that I can help.

Do you ever get sleep paralysis after these nightmares?

Always.

That's what I suspected. I've encountered a similar kind of situation myself. Is there anything in waking life that you would most correlate with this entity? You say it happens when you meditate? (Sorry if you are repeating things, I am just clarifying.)

Is there any part of your body you feel it acts upon the most?

Those specific dreams are long gone.
The only thing I experience when I meditate is this presence, all senses beside the smell are affected.
The few last days it kinda stopped but I also started experiencing something unlike me.The past 2 days I have a weird "urge" feeling in my chest. It's like I want something really, really bad. But I've no idea what it is, and it's depressing me without me realizing.
I was just meditating yesterday filling myself with love and my eye teared for no reason. I don't know what's happening to me anymore.