Unresolved Self

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you believe this entity could be someone from your life but its literally quite impossible to "know" for sure?
Is there.. an underlying sexual nature to the interaction?
Does the entity respect you?
Trust you?
Trust itself?
This may be difficult, and well I dont expect an answer because there exists 'personal'ness for a 'reason', but do you want to explain what 'that' is which you experienced in 'that' place? By place are you meaning like mental plane? An alternate physical plane with different perameters etc?

I feel odd asking you all this because I have a somewhat similar issue but its reallly not the easiest to explain, literally I usually choose to 'avoid' direct thought interaction because I'm sick and tired of the pain of longing for someone infinitely whom I can never be good enough for. At least that's what makes the universe exist.. infinitely honed(infinitesimally concentrated energy) light penetrating the infinite expanse of nothingness, forever investigating the mystery with a confidence that we will/can/don't yet know 'what there is to know'. I guess everything is a farce so might as well play games till I am ready to leave this incarnation right...? Or is what we experience akin/equal to 'all that is'..

Forgive / forget can be used to purge non- optimum circumstances/thoughts. This also involves the capacity to 'have faith'

You can ignore the rest of my post here is the real question- What is gravity?

Also have you experienced any kind of like.. teleportation? This is the kind of s*** ive been dealing with.. Higher Self is a freak.

The first question is really difficult to answer due to misperception. I don't want to correlate any unrelated distortion to this. But it is possible, I had that in mind back then.
The trust parts are a paradox to me.

Could you please quote the sentence which I used 'that' place?

If you want a direct and laughable answer then perhaps. A more specific answer would be floating through walls?
Next I was squeezed/tied up/paralyzed by force. Then slowly pain, and words of not my own trying to calm me down. If we put this into the craziest aspect; I was abducted and experimented upon(?)
After these scenarios I had several internal bleedings, no reason what so ever I wasn't ill or hurt.
Understand that this is the least want to believe, this is why I'm gathering as much intel from this beautiful community taking every possibility to consideration.