Unresolved Self

[Jade]

I am misunderstood time by time and this is starting to become a bit frustrating.

Thank you for the analyzed response Jade. However I have been through all the Ra material.
I was afraid of such things when I was a teen, I am 22 years old now.
Fear is not real, I can sit in the middle of the graveyard at night and be completely calm. Please understand that fear/unacceptance/death/trust is not the issue any more.
I take it to my fault for confusing everything, I don't know anything about "it". "it" has it's own choices, It's not always here. It's not always active, but sometimes when I meditate "it" lets me know that it's around. This does not bother me what so ever.

I'm sorry if I was presumptuous, I would not put that on any fault of your own. Communication on a deep level often takes a period of time, especially when entities don't know each other well. The combined powers of the forum, however, have infinite patience for you to attempt to clarify yourself so that you do feel understood, if you so desire.