Unresolved Self

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perhaps it stands so tall, because it seeks your reverence / respect/ acknowledgement?
Can you imagine that it is possible such an experience is being sought by both parties?
You mentioned green glowing eyes.
Is there 'love' behind these eyes?
How does the paradox resolve in this situation where one would hold on so tight to 'another' self in the pretext of love, or in your case be held by.
Thank you very much for sharing, I am learning compassion.
Peacefulness dear friend.

You are most welcomed.

And yes, this is highly possible that this is sought by both sides.
As a teen I have always wondered if there is anything more to life. I've looked in the stars and prayed for a sign, anything at all.
But when you're in such situation, alone with something that powerful. It takes your breath away literally, I was unable to breathe due to me being frightened.
Again I must mention that this was 4 years ago, I would not react the same way as I did.
Furthermore, it's impossible to assume that this is the same entity that I am experiencing when I meditate. There is no knowing