Unresolved Self

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Something in your story reminds me of what i've read. When Mikhael Aivanhov
was young he was practising some concentration methods and had acquired a
very powerful mind. To test his abilities he started to do some experience where
he could control some people just by telepathy, like make someone remove his hat,
or make someone get out of a bench. He said he had no negative intention but
just wanted to do some experiment.

One night while in his bed, he woke up and saw two entities. One was beautiful,
powerful but entirely devoid of love. The other was also beautiful, noble and was
very loving. Aivanhov said that this event pushed him to make a choice between light
and dark. Of course he choose the light.

In my younger years I always prefered darkness over light. As everything that happened to me was negative, I accepted this negativity and let it empower me.
However, I choose light now. But there is no one left to guide me. And it won't go away.