Unresolved Self

[Jade]

I'm more dedicated to the self, emotional pain is merely a thought. Everything became synchronized.
All my needs are gone, I seek nothing but light and love. That is the only sensation my self truly wants.
And an unexplained empathy towards others.

Hi Papercut. Have you read all of the Law of One?

What you desire is possible - seeking light and love with the desire of empathy towards others. It's not an easy path but I would argue it's an easier one, and it gets easier as you go.

The Law of One specifically delineates the processes where one can slowly begin to 'penetrate the veil' and begin to see 'the truth', the truth being unconditional love and acceptance for all. It takes many acts of will, many choices towards love in the moment, repeated with focus, but eventually, like everything else, it becomes more habitual than anything.

If I were you, I would pray before bed. I would ask for my higher self to protect me.