02-11-2016, 06:55 PM
A psychologist diagnosed me with PTSD after I took a computerized psych evaluation. I didn't realize I even had it, but it does explain why I'm paranoid about life. When I had those mental breakdowns, I really snapped. My psyche was just about shattered. I couldn't have felt more fear than being dragged to hell in my own experience, thinking I would be there eternally. All for things outside of my control. But then I was somewhat of a jerk when I though I was condemning Satan with my words.