Booking my first ayahuasca trip

[AnthroHeart]

No, I think smoking DMT was what caused my mental illness. It's much stronger than pharmahuasca. The pharmahuasca was still very powerful, but DMT is much stronger. Ayahuasca and Pharmahuasca do have DMT in them, but they are taken orally. Smoking DMT is much stronger. I did it a number of times.

i couldn't imagine what it's like to feel as if that is what caused a mental illness 

Shortly after smoking for awhile when visiting my dad in another state, I took my clothes off and walked around naked outdoors. That's when I went to my first hospital. Then I knew I wasn't a 4D anthro.