Booking my first ayahuasca trip

[Sabou]

Yeah, it might be beneficial to work on dropping the "purging won't be fun" train of thought.

of course  

I am trying to remain jovial about the situation, though I am definitely doing this trip with serious intentions. The reason I have waited so long to actually commit to this is because of my own fears and doubts, but I do hope that my experience kicks my butt in a multitude of ways lol. Again though, trying not to have expectations.