Transexualism, Polarity, and How does this work?

[Jade]

Gender, for most, is extremely fluid. I think it's more "balanced" to identify with both genders at the same time than it is to solely ID with one gender. What you're describing to me doesn't sound like aura infringement or confusion, it's about you balancing both polarities of gender within you and refining that balance. As per Aion, it seems right now that you are more skewed towards being fully accepting of the female energies and partially rejecting the male energies because of other experiences you've had with males. I do not think this is uncommon at all for people who end up changing their identity and being transgender.