01-05-2016, 02:25 PM
Personally, I'd say it's probably not even worth worrying about. I doubt Ra would consider the issue of alt-sexuality even worth talking about except that people asked directly, since that's surely a "transient" human thing from his perspective.
But more broadly speaking... I think that in a very general sense, what we think of as gender is an expression/emergent result of an underlying tendency towards these + to - energy transfers (and back again) that seem to be one of the driving forces in the cosmos. Some entities are pitchers, and some are catchers, but I see no reason to think it's a permanent set-in-stone thing. Given that we know entities move between genders freely when incarnating, it seems like plenty of experimentation on both sides is the general rule.
And I sympathize with your position. I'm also a guy (with long hair) who presents as male, but internally I kinda feel ungendered or even bi-gendered. I've never identified strongly with either gender and have a range of interests that span both. But since I enjoy having a penis, I'm basically OK with my body's gender. Plus, without getting into details no one wants shared, I'm also comfortable both giving and receiving sexual energies, pretty much just depending on my moods or current energetic state.
(In my case, it's at least partially because the higher-self I have the closest bond with is a 4D pos who strongly identifies as female, and through working with her I've gained knowledge\understanding of the female side of energy exchange.)
But either way... Basically, just do your thing. Love who you want to love. Don't worry overmuch about the specifics of the energies being generated because if they're being done in\with love, that's all that REALLY matters. The rest is just details and variations, and we're down here to explore possibilities, are we not?
But more broadly speaking... I think that in a very general sense, what we think of as gender is an expression/emergent result of an underlying tendency towards these + to - energy transfers (and back again) that seem to be one of the driving forces in the cosmos. Some entities are pitchers, and some are catchers, but I see no reason to think it's a permanent set-in-stone thing. Given that we know entities move between genders freely when incarnating, it seems like plenty of experimentation on both sides is the general rule.
And I sympathize with your position. I'm also a guy (with long hair) who presents as male, but internally I kinda feel ungendered or even bi-gendered. I've never identified strongly with either gender and have a range of interests that span both. But since I enjoy having a penis, I'm basically OK with my body's gender. Plus, without getting into details no one wants shared, I'm also comfortable both giving and receiving sexual energies, pretty much just depending on my moods or current energetic state.
(In my case, it's at least partially because the higher-self I have the closest bond with is a 4D pos who strongly identifies as female, and through working with her I've gained knowledge\understanding of the female side of energy exchange.)
But either way... Basically, just do your thing. Love who you want to love. Don't worry overmuch about the specifics of the energies being generated because if they're being done in\with love, that's all that REALLY matters. The rest is just details and variations, and we're down here to explore possibilities, are we not?