An Apology to The Original Thought

[BlatzAdict]

umm the two kinds of infinity i found to be are infinite holding, and then infinite reaching out. service to self seeks to establish itself as a creator in the attempt to replace the one original vibration. holding is the inbreath without regard to an out breath. 
breath in breath out... communication, and no longer holding, no longer frozen energy, but moving circulating, being one, moving as one.

in doing so one rejects all that is, in order to take take take, while one is love certainly it is a selfish internal love. that does not give.
hence the creation of this false system to illustrate this fact. i've realized that even life and the way it grows is according to the same energetic phenomenon within the center of our district. it is said that at the center is a phi spin wave black hole at the center of our part of space.

both sides speak of love, but the way one carries it out is without respect to free will. so not only is our job that much harder as the wanderer to understand this fine line, but it is said keep your friends close, keep your enemies closer. why is that, because there is a light and dark polarity within each individual denoted by the wiring in the left and right lobes. we know scientifically different modes of thoughts occur in each lobe. We know jesus said cast your net to the right side.. to the right lobe, the secret code of the renaissance illuminated was to hold the right hand over the left as if to illustrate that one was lead by service to others over service to self rather than the other way around.

so this line of thinking makes me think it is purposeful to polarize in 3d especially in a 3D society and in terms of unblocking the 3rd chakra which seems to be the hardest for most individuals incarnated here. does it mean to polarize further through control of others or control over the self. i think it's control over the self.

I learned this through gardening, I used to think how come we don't eat weeds they are so much more abundant, hardy, resilient, then you watch the way it grows. it does not regard any other life form around it, and sucks the life force from the surrounding plants. weeds have no self respect and no personal boundaries. why are our most sacred and celebrated foods take so much care to grow, and why we need to be vigilant in putting the work in so that they don't die from disease, from weeds, from drought, from extreme weather. Because the plants we eat and consider edible are also plants that do not go and overtake plants around them.

So the positive wanderer needs to learn and understand this, not to just know thyself but to know what kinds of manipulations can occur in the higher realms of thought and to prevent it or call it out. Thats my personal take, though we wouldn't have this experiment and we wouldn't have this sphere if not without the black hole center galaxy...

With that said we are still ethereally linked to the original galaxy that does not have the same center but is more of a crystalline pattern and arrangement of the stars. the Law of One is just the beginning, and 15D activation is what some of us want to do because we want to skip this whole drama due to seeing the futility of trying to change others unless they themselves want the change and ask for it.