1) what do you think is the most important thing you learnt about yourself in 2015?
That I am much more dependant on others for my physical, mental and emotional well being than I could have possibly imagined or admitted to. I am not as self sufficient and autonomous as I once thought.
I learnt that I need to take greater responsibility for myself and my health.
I need to be more open, stop pushing people away and take more risks in my life. I want greater intimacy in my life.
I feel like I have taken a lot for granted.
I am so human it hurts.
2) do you feel more empowered and confident with your life compared to a year ago?
I feel more fragile, scared and weak in comparison to a year ago. I am exhausted.
3) is there one memory/experience that will go into your "Best Of' for 2015?
No.
4) is your heart more open or closed compared to a year ago?
I don’t think it is more open. It certainly doesn't feel that way. It is either the same or it is more closed. Suppressed emotions and thoughts tend to do that when they begin to surface. Unbearable.
5) is there someone you would like to thank for some experience/interaction that particularly stands out in 2015?
One of the counsellors I was seeing, for her kindness, sensitivity and loving touch. I miss you and will never forget the time we shared. Your service does not go unnoticed.
In a more general sense, I would like to thank my family and friends for helping me better understand myself and the areas that need work. I need you more than you know and more than I'm willing or able to express.
And of course, last but certainly not least, I would like to thank the members of Bring4th and L/L Research, you guys bring comfort and warmth into my life. Just thinking about this place and it’s member lifts my heart. I feel a lot of affection for the people here. I wish I could have attended homecoming and actually looked into the eyes of everybody.
That I am much more dependant on others for my physical, mental and emotional well being than I could have possibly imagined or admitted to. I am not as self sufficient and autonomous as I once thought.
I learnt that I need to take greater responsibility for myself and my health.
I need to be more open, stop pushing people away and take more risks in my life. I want greater intimacy in my life.
I feel like I have taken a lot for granted.
I am so human it hurts.
2) do you feel more empowered and confident with your life compared to a year ago?
I feel more fragile, scared and weak in comparison to a year ago. I am exhausted.
3) is there one memory/experience that will go into your "Best Of' for 2015?
No.
4) is your heart more open or closed compared to a year ago?
I don’t think it is more open. It certainly doesn't feel that way. It is either the same or it is more closed. Suppressed emotions and thoughts tend to do that when they begin to surface. Unbearable.
5) is there someone you would like to thank for some experience/interaction that particularly stands out in 2015?
One of the counsellors I was seeing, for her kindness, sensitivity and loving touch. I miss you and will never forget the time we shared. Your service does not go unnoticed.
In a more general sense, I would like to thank my family and friends for helping me better understand myself and the areas that need work. I need you more than you know and more than I'm willing or able to express.
And of course, last but certainly not least, I would like to thank the members of Bring4th and L/L Research, you guys bring comfort and warmth into my life. Just thinking about this place and it’s member lifts my heart. I feel a lot of affection for the people here. I wish I could have attended homecoming and actually looked into the eyes of everybody.
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