Why I am not a vegan

[Minyatur]

I did say in various thread that I've probably spent my entire existence in 4D and upper in STS densities. This was not known when I joinned b4th. The very thought of leaving what has always been my home and all those I've considered brothers and sisters does break my heart, so my perspective on polarity can only differ greatly from how it is perceived by someone who has experienced otherwise.

That surely could explain your perspectives and why basic STO concepts may seem foreign to you.

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I understand a mindless love that simply feels, but expect more from people who would call themselves wanderers and conscious beings.

I see your expression of STO as dissonant with how it is presented by the Ra material just as it is dissonant with the conscious seeking of Unity and the Law of One as also presented by the Ra material, both being heavily linked. You proclaim to embody the STO polarity yet express separation and control in your words which are contrary to it's very nature to begin with.