Radiating too much positive energy attracts "negative" atention (Reiki practitioner)

[Aion]

Sounds to me like this entity capitalized on an energetic charge of fear that was seeded within your mind in the past but which had, until then, mostly been dormant. The effects of this greeting or 'attack' has been likely beneficial to this entity since it has not only stopped your service towards others but has also distorted you further towards fear and can so be empowered by this unusual generation.

This entity is still present with you, like a parasite of sort, its own mind shadowing your own. You may not recognize it as being other than your own self.

It seems likely to me that the idea of such an openness due to positive radiation is something which dwelt within your mind for a long time and slowly over time it gained an energy which would need to manifest in some way sooner or later. This entity must have recognized this and chose to try and draw out that charge for its own benefit, rather than you tapping and releasing it of your own will.

Have you ever done any type of banishing before? Some times it's necessary to make clear the boundaries of your own self and efforts by distinguishing yourself from other entities and asking that they leave your space. If you are familiar with this kind of technique, I would propose its use. If not, I can possible assist with that. I am also a 'master' level in Reiki, Ryoho and Tibetan styles.

Another route to take might be to find the root of that idea that being positive means being open to negative and examine the nature of the supposed 'wisdom' of it. It appears pseudo-positive to me.

Dear Aion,

What you said has resonated within me in some strange way. I have noticed some significant changes in myself since that day, not good changes definitely.

Soon after that experience I have had another, not "strong" like this one, but it still was not pleasant. It involves some, "octopus" like entity which "lands" on peoples heads.
I could post it as well, it won't be a long post like the first one, but I don't wish to bother you or anyone else too much with my problems.

I guess it is kind of logical to me, when you look what happens between people. Usually, "bad" ones suppress "good" ones as soon as they start helping people too much, so I suppose that is the source of that idea, like, as above so below. If that kind of things happens in our physical plane, it makes sense to me that something similar is happening in spiritual plane as well.

Actually no, I'm not familiar with any such ritual. Any info from you would be sincerely appreciated.

I'd describe those entities as being more like jellyfish personally, but I could see an octopus form too. These appear, to me, to me just 'astral fauna', entities of other planes which are like the wildlife of our plane. Some entities have learned to cooperate with or manipulate these other entities. They feed on certain thoughts and energies.

I can't imagine you are a bother as many people here enjoy being able to be of assistance and to experience others.

I would rather remark here that the bad doesn't always suppress the good and there are many occasions whereby the good is gloriously unscathed. I might ask if you feel you might have a bias towards viewing the 'bad' as being more powerful or more easily able to disrupt the good than the good is able to maintain itself? Using metaphors here, of course, since I don't really believe in 'good' and 'bad' per se.

The ritual I am most familiar with is the Lesser Banishing Ritual of the Pentagram, which is a Golden Dawn ritual. However, I find for myself it is more about choosing a symbol to represent the banishing (for me it is an upright pentagram with a point in the center) and designating your intention clearly, and then creating a visualization of the effectiveness of the banishing.

For example, if I perceive that there is something in my field that is not there by invitation I will imagine it, wherever it might be, sometimes it will be invisible and I can only 'sense' it, but that is enough for me to visualize drawing a pentagram, starting with the bottom left point, in front of the entity which, when complete, is sealed by forcefully 'pushing' (you should be familiar with this from reiki) at the center point of the pentagram, visualizing a corkscrew-like spiral of energy at the center which surrounds and 'captures' the entity like a net. I then collapse the whole net, like a quantum collapse, in to a single point at the center of the pentagram. This is the actual banishing and both insures you 'get it all' but also that the entity returns immediately to the One and its Totality whereby it will be placed in the appropriate dimension according to its vibration.

The whole thing is kind of like a gravity grenade where it basically sucks everything in to the center. The pentagram is a symbol of power which seems to 'lock on' to entities.

Keep in mind, this isn't the sole way to deal with entities, but in my experience there are many distractions and as a healer there will always be many, many calls for your attention and each healer has to find within themselves the proper use and priorities of their powers. For me, I believe the Source, the One Infinite, to be greatly wiser and more compassionate than myself. So it seems sensible to me that rather than try to fumble around to attempt to help every entity that passes by me or attempts to eat me to confer them to the Source itself which always works in perfect accordance with the rest of the universe. Others may choose to spend more time working with each of the many individual entities which can visit each day. I respect that path as well.