Sounds to me like this entity capitalized on an energetic charge of fear that was seeded within your mind in the past but which had, until then, mostly been dormant. The effects of this greeting or 'attack' has been likely beneficial to this entity since it has not only stopped your service towards others but has also distorted you further towards fear and can so be empowered by this unusual generation.
This entity is still present with you, like a parasite of sort, its own mind shadowing your own. You may not recognize it as being other than your own self.
It seems likely to me that the idea of such an openness due to positive radiation is something which dwelt within your mind for a long time and slowly over time it gained an energy which would need to manifest in some way sooner or later. This entity must have recognized this and chose to try and draw out that charge for its own benefit, rather than you tapping and releasing it of your own will.
Have you ever done any type of banishing before? Some times it's necessary to make clear the boundaries of your own self and efforts by distinguishing yourself from other entities and asking that they leave your space. If you are familiar with this kind of technique, I would propose its use. If not, I can possible assist with that. I am also a 'master' level in Reiki, Ryoho and Tibetan styles.
Another route to take might be to find the root of that idea that being positive means being open to negative and examine the nature of the supposed 'wisdom' of it. It appears pseudo-positive to me.
This entity is still present with you, like a parasite of sort, its own mind shadowing your own. You may not recognize it as being other than your own self.
It seems likely to me that the idea of such an openness due to positive radiation is something which dwelt within your mind for a long time and slowly over time it gained an energy which would need to manifest in some way sooner or later. This entity must have recognized this and chose to try and draw out that charge for its own benefit, rather than you tapping and releasing it of your own will.
Have you ever done any type of banishing before? Some times it's necessary to make clear the boundaries of your own self and efforts by distinguishing yourself from other entities and asking that they leave your space. If you are familiar with this kind of technique, I would propose its use. If not, I can possible assist with that. I am also a 'master' level in Reiki, Ryoho and Tibetan styles.
Another route to take might be to find the root of that idea that being positive means being open to negative and examine the nature of the supposed 'wisdom' of it. It appears pseudo-positive to me.
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