11-06-2015, 12:36 PM
Hi Saiyan, thank you for sharing your story. Have you read the Ra Material? This would fall under the realm of "negative greeting". Carla and crew experienced and discussed this occurrence a lot.
For the gist, free will balance allows that when one gets closer to the light, they are offered "the other" opportunity. In this case, it sounds like what Ra would describe as most likely a 4th density (negative) entity desiring to snuff out your light with fear - as this is really the most they can do. And, it sounds like they succeeded. Your high spiritual energy was exploited and used to scare you. No healing for 2 years? A win for the entity doing the negative greeting, for sure.
The caveat being that it's only a helpful exercise to see these experiences as occurring to you from the outside, from another entity, as of course all is one and these things happened to you because you subconsciously attracted the experience. However, it's well to remember that we are entirely sovereign beings, and that using our free will allows us to say no to these experiences - like in your case, you fought back and chased the entity away. This is often what needs to be done - to assert yourself as a Creator in control of their experiences. Again, the worst thing they can do is scare you enough that you step away from the light (the physical bruise is pretty intense, but its main purpose was fear).
As long as you work from the open heart, I don't think you can be responsible for any sort of negative experiences another goes through. If another attracts an entity like you have after opening spiritual channels through your work, that is, again, their free will choice and likely part of a pre-incarnational agreement.
Humans like scary stories, and you definitely experienced your own encounter. Now that the terror is lifting and you are processing what happened, I think it's possible to make great strides to come to terms with your role on our planet.
I've never experienced what you have, but the best advice I have is to not give up on your healing work, and to never let fear steer your decision making. Have confidence in yourself, and your power.
For the gist, free will balance allows that when one gets closer to the light, they are offered "the other" opportunity. In this case, it sounds like what Ra would describe as most likely a 4th density (negative) entity desiring to snuff out your light with fear - as this is really the most they can do. And, it sounds like they succeeded. Your high spiritual energy was exploited and used to scare you. No healing for 2 years? A win for the entity doing the negative greeting, for sure.
The caveat being that it's only a helpful exercise to see these experiences as occurring to you from the outside, from another entity, as of course all is one and these things happened to you because you subconsciously attracted the experience. However, it's well to remember that we are entirely sovereign beings, and that using our free will allows us to say no to these experiences - like in your case, you fought back and chased the entity away. This is often what needs to be done - to assert yourself as a Creator in control of their experiences. Again, the worst thing they can do is scare you enough that you step away from the light (the physical bruise is pretty intense, but its main purpose was fear).
As long as you work from the open heart, I don't think you can be responsible for any sort of negative experiences another goes through. If another attracts an entity like you have after opening spiritual channels through your work, that is, again, their free will choice and likely part of a pre-incarnational agreement.
Humans like scary stories, and you definitely experienced your own encounter. Now that the terror is lifting and you are processing what happened, I think it's possible to make great strides to come to terms with your role on our planet.
I've never experienced what you have, but the best advice I have is to not give up on your healing work, and to never let fear steer your decision making. Have confidence in yourself, and your power.
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