11-05-2015, 02:22 PM
I think it was just how I wanted to express my love to her Jade, give her pleasure. If she's not in the mood that IS a valid reason not to have sex, because there are times I'm not in the mood. Despite that, I've never said no to sex to any of my girlfriends. It was actually more in the relationship I'm thinking of...her who wanted sex daily... I had days where I had to lay under her and let her do all the moving because I was too sore to...
I guess i got imprinted with that, since she was my first major experience in a relationship with sex.
I was dipping into blue ray back then so I honestly don't know the energetic dynamics between us, my bias is too painted of her right now to decipher that. How is wanting to please the person I love every day an insatiable thing? Its not much different from how I love my job so much I can manage 60 hour weeks (otherwise impossible). I'm not that...resilient,my libido is finite. My ex brought me to that realization when sex began hurting.
It was rough, no pun, seriously, I never said no, even when I wasn't in the mood I switched over just for her. I mean, honestly I would've married her, so I'm sure we had a good energetic connection going on but maybe she was the one addicted to me. I honestly don't know.
I think you can separate sex and polarity. Why does polarity then imbue sex with both shades (not just 50...)? Creator made sex operate this way, it's Its own Construct while attached to Polarity also still its own Being.
Sometimes people here differentiate some things as separate but then say contradictory statements that imply everything isn't separate. There needs to be a unified understanding even metaphysical of the fact all is one but All is STILL All. A tree's a tree, a ball a ball, car's a car, zipper's zipper, Sterling Archer and the Chocolate Factory, all has an eternal construct as its base. An individual being who is still interconnected on various faceted levels.
Sex as an existence is as well. You could say it was a form of sacred worship to me... I wanted to make her happy. I honestly didn't know how else to do that Except follow her lead. I wasn't very relationship smart back then...
I also believe green ray transfers occur in more than just orgasm. Similarly how blue ray transfers occur various ways from how one kisses to uses to their mouth, noises they make, motions their body's automatically produce.
Green ray could be the contact of body to body, systems overlapping, merging at the chest to literally make two be one.
...Not too informed on other forms of green ray transfer outside of that and orgasm though.
Not to sound dirty, try discharging that energy through phrases or even redirecting it back to the hubby by informing or enlightening him on what is and isn't working. Or if its just plain good try saying a few sexy things he might want to hear.
There's a lot of ways to direct that energy, I'm of the enjoyment of sexy talk and honest feedback.
I'm not too vocal, unless I'm faking pleasure or just...exercising with the motions...
(I'm sleepy now, Sorry if this sounds confrontational!) I think spiritual sex and such should be discussed more openly in general.
I guess i got imprinted with that, since she was my first major experience in a relationship with sex.
I was dipping into blue ray back then so I honestly don't know the energetic dynamics between us, my bias is too painted of her right now to decipher that. How is wanting to please the person I love every day an insatiable thing? Its not much different from how I love my job so much I can manage 60 hour weeks (otherwise impossible). I'm not that...resilient,my libido is finite. My ex brought me to that realization when sex began hurting.
It was rough, no pun, seriously, I never said no, even when I wasn't in the mood I switched over just for her. I mean, honestly I would've married her, so I'm sure we had a good energetic connection going on but maybe she was the one addicted to me. I honestly don't know.
I think you can separate sex and polarity. Why does polarity then imbue sex with both shades (not just 50...)? Creator made sex operate this way, it's Its own Construct while attached to Polarity also still its own Being.
Sometimes people here differentiate some things as separate but then say contradictory statements that imply everything isn't separate. There needs to be a unified understanding even metaphysical of the fact all is one but All is STILL All. A tree's a tree, a ball a ball, car's a car, zipper's zipper, Sterling Archer and the Chocolate Factory, all has an eternal construct as its base. An individual being who is still interconnected on various faceted levels.
Sex as an existence is as well. You could say it was a form of sacred worship to me... I wanted to make her happy. I honestly didn't know how else to do that Except follow her lead. I wasn't very relationship smart back then...
I also believe green ray transfers occur in more than just orgasm. Similarly how blue ray transfers occur various ways from how one kisses to uses to their mouth, noises they make, motions their body's automatically produce.
Green ray could be the contact of body to body, systems overlapping, merging at the chest to literally make two be one.
...Not too informed on other forms of green ray transfer outside of that and orgasm though.
Not to sound dirty, try discharging that energy through phrases or even redirecting it back to the hubby by informing or enlightening him on what is and isn't working. Or if its just plain good try saying a few sexy things he might want to hear.
There's a lot of ways to direct that energy, I'm of the enjoyment of sexy talk and honest feedback.
I'm not too vocal, unless I'm faking pleasure or just...exercising with the motions...
(I'm sleepy now, Sorry if this sounds confrontational!) I think spiritual sex and such should be discussed more openly in general.