Ra on creating your own reality.

[Minyatur]

I've given 100's of hours of focusing on desired reality, but I must be doing it wrong.

Though I don't know if it's made a difference on the timeline I'm on.

Sometimes one is not yet aware of his true desires.

Also in my understanding of timelines, you could have an awareness of yourself that did experience your desired reality. Yet at the same time there needs to be an awareness that continues this reality with the rest of us.