(10-24-2015, 04:16 AM)The_Tired_Philosopher Wrote: I'm confused overall by you at times Min.
But you make me really want to do shrooms to see what you see.
What I see is my true self. It is awareness that I am the OIC, or rather an individualized portion of it. That I have roamed this Universe for a very long time although I have not dwelled in remembering specefic things or events. It is awareness that I don't actually want to reach back to the Source as I care about the illusion of my identity. That I am the OIC that does not want to leave this game, which is fine as this Universe has countless wonders for me to behold until I am satisfied and will wish to let go of everything I have ever been in this individualized portion of what we all are.
I never had faith issues so much although what my faith lies in has been redefined more than once. My awakening has mostly been happening with a friend of mine who share most of the same inner wisdom as I do (with differences of experiences, obviously). As we both pierce of veil, we experience a lot of the same things and each remember more and more of what we are outside of here. The harmony our of discussions and deepness into which we can go is out of this world, and beyond what we experienced as humans. At first I pierced my veil more quickly than him as he did not believe it was possible to know things down here, but spend time on psychedelics with me and I'll do wonders to your veil and nitpick all the unconscious resistance your are blind to.