10-22-2015, 12:17 PM
You shouldn't be embarrassed, TTP. Thank you for sharing your emotional experience with us. In one of your replies, you asked, how do we focus on the love and not the pain? It's what Ra calls the first balancing exercise. I'm sure you've seen it a hundred times. "The moment contains love." It sounds so easy but really you need to train your mind to focus this way. Many of the tarot cards have the significator facing to the left, indicating how easy it is to "see" the left-hand catalyst instead of the right. You must just turn your focus to love whenever you can.
For instance, where was the love in your emotional breakdown? I see a lot of love in your post, but I don't believe you were feeling any. However, the love was just waiting to be activated by all these beautiful people here at B4 who want the best for you, and to see you pull through. And there it was. And if not for your heartbroken post, there wouldn't be all the love that followed. That's one way to find love in the moment. Or, for another example: when we look at the photos of the Syrian baby who was washed upon the shore - heartwrenching, yes? Sad, and devastating. But the pictures were so shocking that they motivated many other people into service that wouldn't have been motivated if not for the heartwrenching catalyst of the dead baby. The baby's sacrifice may have helped save countless others. That is the love in the moment.
If you can train yourself to see the silver lining on each cloud, it becomes more visible each time. Good luck TTP.
For instance, where was the love in your emotional breakdown? I see a lot of love in your post, but I don't believe you were feeling any. However, the love was just waiting to be activated by all these beautiful people here at B4 who want the best for you, and to see you pull through. And there it was. And if not for your heartbroken post, there wouldn't be all the love that followed. That's one way to find love in the moment. Or, for another example: when we look at the photos of the Syrian baby who was washed upon the shore - heartwrenching, yes? Sad, and devastating. But the pictures were so shocking that they motivated many other people into service that wouldn't have been motivated if not for the heartwrenching catalyst of the dead baby. The baby's sacrifice may have helped save countless others. That is the love in the moment.
If you can train yourself to see the silver lining on each cloud, it becomes more visible each time. Good luck TTP.
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