Even though I didn't read your entire post, I feel as though I am in a similar position and understand where you are coming from. I have been entirely unable to read or consider spiritual material or concepts as of late. I even feel repulsed by them at times. For the most part however, I simply find them exhausting and the comfort and hope they used to provide no longer apply.
Maybe a break from spirituality will prove helpful?
I hope that you are able to find some peace and meaning in your life TTP, really, I do.
Maybe a break from spirituality will prove helpful?
I hope that you are able to find some peace and meaning in your life TTP, really, I do.