10-13-2015, 02:30 PM
Hi TTP, when someone says they get worn out easily doing heart-chakra work, to me that says that the lower chakras need some help. Manually clearing your chakras (visualize them spinning and bright, clear) can really help. Discovering and working on those lower blockages is important before the heart can pump out energy at a satisfactory rate.
As far as meditating when there is noise, that is a challenge. Earplugs or just even something around the ears to muffle most of the noise should help.
But really, I think your first step is making peace with your incarnation and fueling your desire to be here. This is red ray work. If you are angry at the collective Creation, you have a blockage in the root. Any strong desires or fantasies about death or leaving your incarnation can lead to root chakra blockages. This needs to be gently worked which may take some time. When you had your full capacities, you chose to incarnate here. You knew full well the risks and how dirty it was. In fact, chances are, things could probably be worse (I think one of the last Q'uo channelings in 2008 mentions that our vibrations are much higher than anticipated already). But each time we keep our chin up and look for love, we double each effort previous. Sometimes that's enough to encourage me to keep going. Everything helps. Just being here helps. Every step we taking beyond being into doing helps a little more. There are no "others" who are suffering. You are suffering. If you can ease your own suffering, the others' suffering will be eased, as well. Maybe not today or tomorrow, but the first is: stop the suffering within.
As far as meditating when there is noise, that is a challenge. Earplugs or just even something around the ears to muffle most of the noise should help.
But really, I think your first step is making peace with your incarnation and fueling your desire to be here. This is red ray work. If you are angry at the collective Creation, you have a blockage in the root. Any strong desires or fantasies about death or leaving your incarnation can lead to root chakra blockages. This needs to be gently worked which may take some time. When you had your full capacities, you chose to incarnate here. You knew full well the risks and how dirty it was. In fact, chances are, things could probably be worse (I think one of the last Q'uo channelings in 2008 mentions that our vibrations are much higher than anticipated already). But each time we keep our chin up and look for love, we double each effort previous. Sometimes that's enough to encourage me to keep going. Everything helps. Just being here helps. Every step we taking beyond being into doing helps a little more. There are no "others" who are suffering. You are suffering. If you can ease your own suffering, the others' suffering will be eased, as well. Maybe not today or tomorrow, but the first is: stop the suffering within.