Am I a Nihilist Athiest Spiritualist?

[Minyatur]

When you speak of suffering, you view it through separation. The experience of one is the experience of All. It is under that scope that it is sought and it is also good to perceive that it is an infinitely small part of one's individualized path.

There can't be infinite infinity, but infinity can be infinite in infinite ways. Infinite manyness that stretches infinitely in infinite simultaneous timelines. This happening in this creation and infinite others with different sub-laws of the LOO being explored. (didn't care to go beyond that in my thoughts)