Am I a Nihilist Athiest Spiritualist?

[Matt1]

Faith is an important aspect of spirituality i think its equal with love and wisdom. I have a rather interesting story of being not really interested in spirituality having been brought up with really the only spirtuality as Christianity as taught through the local school, when i say taught i mean the odd prayer and going to the church on Easter/Christmas singing some songs etc, nothing really intensive. I never though much about spirit when i was younger in fact i would often laught at some of the teachings in the bible as being simply wrong as proven by history/science/common sense, however i always had a great interested in the unknown the mystery or the paranormal that lead me into the seeking of the creator. I guess you could call that my faith, its the seeking of truth the mystery and wonder of what the universe and the self is that keeps my faith going. The higher self and the creator are perhaps in a sense crutchs until one is ready to fully become ones true self and create ones very own reality through loving will.

We experience all that we need to experience and learn all that we need to learn to become all that we wish to become and already are at heart.