I can see through the stars inside you

[FreedomWithin]

I see, well maybe it wasn't a full dose. Smoking dmt will definitely put you into a another dimension, or at least a different perception. Still it can almost be so intense and quick that it's hard for your brain to process everything that happened. For that reason I like lsd better, the experience lasts much longer and you can take more away from it. With all the senses heightened there is a different beauty to life, music, love, etc. Still it seems you have your head on pretty straight without drugs, so seems all good. I was just thinking when you said can I have some fun, I got some fun for you! lol

As far as the everyone being a star, would you mind elaborating on that?

Have you ever thought I giving lsd, dmt or ayahuasca a try? I mean reading you post that was the first thing that popped up as an experience worthy for you. Spiritually these could help shed some light, but in general I think it could add a new perspective for you.

All that being said, I do relate to your post. Most of my life I have felt isolated. While I have had some true friends, at this point most have moved on in their personal life. I no longer have close close friends, maybe acquaintances. While it does seem people enjoy my company, I'm still more of a loner. I've had some meaningful relationships, but most of which were just quick things. I think my mistake is that I look for these deeper connections in people who aren't on that level. Still though I've just accepted that this life might be meant to be spent alone. In this way I am able to gather more information and knowledge, really focusing on growing spiritually.

I have been stunned by the beauty of pharmahuasca, which is just the active ingredients of ayahuasca, so produces no nausea (or minimal). Never threw up on it. It once made me hallucinate and see my entertainment center into dripping paint. And my laptop turned into a 1980's terminal.

Didn't get answers though to secrets of the Universe. Didn't even feel one with everything. Just felt good.

I believe that ultimately each of us is a star.