10-04-2015, 09:00 PM
Have you ever thought I giving lsd, dmt or ayahuasca a try? I mean reading you post that was the first thing that popped up as an experience worthy for you. Spiritually these could help shed some light, but in general I think it could add a new perspective for you.
All that being said, I do relate to your post. Most of my life I have felt isolated. While I have had some true friends, at this point most have moved on in their personal life. I no longer have close close friends, maybe acquaintances. While it does seem people enjoy my company, I'm still more of a loner. I've had some meaningful relationships, but most of which were just quick things. I think my mistake is that I look for these deeper connections in people who aren't on that level. Still though I've just accepted that this life might be meant to be spent alone. In this way I am able to gather more information and knowledge, really focusing on growing spiritually.
All that being said, I do relate to your post. Most of my life I have felt isolated. While I have had some true friends, at this point most have moved on in their personal life. I no longer have close close friends, maybe acquaintances. While it does seem people enjoy my company, I'm still more of a loner. I've had some meaningful relationships, but most of which were just quick things. I think my mistake is that I look for these deeper connections in people who aren't on that level. Still though I've just accepted that this life might be meant to be spent alone. In this way I am able to gather more information and knowledge, really focusing on growing spiritually.