09-10-2010, 04:13 PM
This is something I constantly go through as well. I feel "homesick", though I don't know where home is or who is waiting for me there. I feel old and tired, like I'm ready to finally cash in my chips and head home, and I'm only 25. Sometimes I don't know how I could possibly endure an average lifespan here...seventy or even eighty long years? I guess it's a drop in the bucket compared to all the centuries of incarnations I've had here, but the longing for whatever is up there in the stars grows stronger by the day.