(09-25-2015, 12:30 AM)The_Tired_Philosopher Wrote: 6 kills in 1 minute, you'll feel your solar plexus burn with pleasure.
I think Tam might be right, its a good way to burn off energy from such past occurrences.
Oh yes, It does burn with pleasure too.
Makes me feel guilty because I think i have Actually killed people and thought it was funny, partly because of humiliation.
But then also there was the thrill of believing your role in the conflict is somehow special - because imagine this- you are still alive. Was it faith? Bullshit.
If you ever make it past the terrorizing base fear of battle that grips you automatically, if you manage to face the terror as a demonic guide you must surrender to, and transmute that emotion in combat, scary magical things start to happen. And you start to get very good at killing people with your rifle.