A Dream..

[Brittany]

If the dream has left a physical imprint, it might be good to seek out a spiritual healer. The resulting emotions might have caused an energy blockage or something. As you can tell in many of the posts I make on this site, I, too, feel as if I spent at least some time on the STS side of the field, which gives me a rather confusing sense of connection to the entities I occasionally perceive to be in my presence. As far as I know, they could be thinking they're saving a lost soul. And of course, to lose a member would be to lose power, since power travels up the chain in STS. To them it would be much more convenient to keep people like us under their feet.

Of course, the emotional trauma you're experiencing right now could be playing a big part in your experience. I've realized over time that my own negative emotions have the tendency to manifest more phenomena than any negative entity. If you ignore your shadow self, it can become a very real and tangible adversary, practically developing its own consciousness until you give it some attention. Of course, embracing all parts of the self never hurts the situation in any case.

As I said, if it continues to bother you, its sounds like some time with a spiritual counselor and/or healer might be of benefit. I just had a healing the other day and it was astounding the difference it made.

Sending love your way.