09-08-2010, 11:48 AM
I appreciate any and all input, so thank you much.
I really did feel like they were STS beings, I feel like I came from an sts polarization and am trying to turn a new leaf here on earth. I don't know.. I felt like they cared about me being sts so much, for me, but they completely didn't care about the sto part of me.. I'm in the middle of an awkward break-up, there is a lot of stress, anger, attempted manipulation, mostly unknown.. just.. a general lack of respect and love as I see it. I'm on the fence, I can tell ya though.. I was VERY shaken up by this dream, my throat has been hurting ever since, it reminds me of another dream I had years ago, when I saw a shadow in a lucid dream, grabbed it, it electrocuted me and than I was VERY sick to my stomach, to the point of not being able to leave bed for a week.
I really did feel like they were STS beings, I feel like I came from an sts polarization and am trying to turn a new leaf here on earth. I don't know.. I felt like they cared about me being sts so much, for me, but they completely didn't care about the sto part of me.. I'm in the middle of an awkward break-up, there is a lot of stress, anger, attempted manipulation, mostly unknown.. just.. a general lack of respect and love as I see it. I'm on the fence, I can tell ya though.. I was VERY shaken up by this dream, my throat has been hurting ever since, it reminds me of another dream I had years ago, when I saw a shadow in a lucid dream, grabbed it, it electrocuted me and than I was VERY sick to my stomach, to the point of not being able to leave bed for a week.